I cropped it this way to remind me that I wanted this.
Whenever I encounter something different and far from anything positive, I lose track. I sometimes become immobile. That's one thing I've learned about me which is really something I couldn't be proud of. So I made a list of all the things that I wanted to achieve and do. One of which is this :D
At this point, I couldn't feel the desire to want this yet (maybe because I failed once and it's the most depressing feeling... Icky I know) but I'm sure that I will when I start working for it. (I will start reviewing again next week :l) I just needed more time to shut myself from the feeling then I'll be back to the old self who had this dream.
You can do it E! :D
Goodbye for now :D xoxo